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Thursday, January 29, 2009

"Maybe this is the heart of our hang-up, the root of our dilemma. We fluctuate between castigating ourselves and congratulating ourselves because we are deluded into thinking we save ourselves. We develop a false sense of security from our good works and scrupulous observance of the law. Our halo gets too tight and a carefully disguised attitude of moral superiority results. Or we are appalled by our inconsistency, devastated that we haven't lived upto our loft expectations of ourselves. The roller coaster ride of elation and depression continues.
Why?
Because we never lay hold of our nothingness before God, and consequently, we never enter into the deepest reality of our relationship of our relationship with Him. But when we accept ownership of our powerlessness and helplessness, when we acknowledge that we are paupers at the doors of God's mercy, then God can make something beautiful out of us."
"I am lovable only because He loves me."
-Brennan Manning, The Ragamuffin Gospel



Wednesday, January 21, 2009



Weary from the battle.
Ahhhh.


Wednesday, January 14, 2009

"This is the God of the gospel of grace. A God who, out of love for us, sent the only Son He ever had wrapped in our skin. He learned how to walk, stumbled and fell, cried for His milk, sweated blood in the night, was lashed with a whip and showered with spit, was fixed to a cross, and died whispering forgiveness on us all."


Your voice is like music to my thirsty ears
Your presence rest for my weary soul
Your words they bring me joy
I find pleasure in all that You are
Claim my heart, make it Yours


Ohhh how can I ever let You go?


Sunday, December 14, 2008

HAHA

Spent the last good 30 minutes of my time browsing through old xanga entries. Fun stuff.
It weirds me out what the strange little kid I was.
& It makes me sad that he might've been a better writer than I am.

I almost want to start writing here again, guys. We should start this shi up again. Huh? Huh?
But then again, I remember the reason I quit whenever I did, it was because I felt insecure about xanga remaining online & if it ever crashed so many of my memories would disappear too... Kinda depressing.

...Well, I guess one day won't hurt




...Anyhow, this week has been pretty much just studying for organic chem. I think it's because I like the teacher - he kind of reminds me of Sweeney, how he's passionate about the thing he does. Gotta love people like that.
Since I got my last report card & I convinced my parents to trust me one more time to bring my grades up, I've actually been trying. It's killing me on the inside. I guess I never really transitioned from all the coasting I did from Jr.High. Hahah, It's okay I'll do fine. I'll do fine.
I'll do fine.

Hahah guys I miss this!

I think I'll start writing again.




Monday, September 01, 2008

Brilliant idea of the day.
What if we lengthened our time scales, so that every 3 days counted as 1 day?
Everyone would die at 30ish, and we'd have so much more time in the day!
No?
No.

Seems like everyone's reflecting on their summers.
Haven't written anything worth writing in a while, so here I go.

This summer has been memorable, to say the least. Morning prayers, VBS, Jama, Work camp, bumming around, the changes in the YG....
'S been pretty wild folks.
I'm gonna miss it all.

I can't put anything into words right now.

Later.



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